Dear friends and family.
It\'s been two weeks since our team has been back and we have continued to keep in touch with each other and with our friends in Poland and those from Ukraine. I decided to delay sending this update until I had some time to think about it and process a bit. I wanted to marinate with the thoughts and see what stuck out to me most about our time in Warsaw.
Originally, I wanted to go on this trip because I recognize a need in myself to cultivate an awareness of my dependence on God and I wanted to have an opportunity to experience His sovereignty and grace outside of my comfort zone. This, of course, is exactly what a trip like this provides. It is so easy to see how not in control we are when we leave our familiar surroundings. Ever day brought situations where I had to wait because I was not able to make something happen. And as I waited, God was moving people around into divine circumstances where he would bring us into contact. And it’s the people that matter the most.
It’s not a big surprise to me that the people are what my thoughts keep coming back to. Those moments when you connect and communicate despite never having met before and not having any shared history. Time and time again we saw looks of amazement when Ukrainians heard we had traveled from the US to help where we could. Those looks often became tears. I watched our team show love in so many ways every day. I saw a lot of openness and bravery to reach out and try hard to figure out a way to communicate. We were all so grateful for the technology of translation apps on our phones that allowed actual conversations to take place. We began to recognize the same faces of some, and day by day, strangers became familiar and precious. Many on our team met dozens, if not hundreds, while some of us only interacted with a few.
Those interactions made us feel close and known by people who we had never met before. My closest relationship was with Lukasz (pronounced Wookash). He is the building manager for the church and we demolished a whole room together under his direction. He is quiet and seems tender and sensitive, but he works like an ox. His father was the building manager up until he became ill and had to have a leg amputated. Lukasz told me how nervous he was when they moved to Warsaw when he was 12. And he also told me how good God is and how good everything turned out.
We were able to break down three brick walls and open up a large space for the Ukrainian preschool children. Breaking down those walls was really a metaphor for what was happening all around us. Lukasz told me that the Polish people are like everyone else, we get upset at minor inconveniences and we are all frequently irritable with each other when things don’t go our way. But the people really seem ready and willing to come together when there is a cause. Poland has stepped up in a big way for Ukraine.
So, that’s my takeaway for this trip. How can I see the way God does more clearly? May I be ready to let my own walls of indifference, pride, and prejudice fall. May I take an active role in breaking them down. May God make me more sensitive even in the absence of “crisis” to put aside manufactured differences and to join others to show how loving God really is.
Once again, thank you for the prayers and financial support and for trusting me to go and be a part of this work. It really is a team effort and I’m glad to be one of those who got to go. I have so many pictures and more stories if any of you would like to hear more sometime.
Thank you,
Joshua